Touched by compassion

I wonder if I deserve it

compassion given so freely to me

I wonder what good I have done

to deserve such compassion

I feel so lucky

yet so unlucky

with all the good things I have

yet I still look towards the bad

touched by compassion

things could have been worse

but the lord chose otherwise

showed compassion to me

brought good people in to my life

that is the lords love

touched by his compassion

by his love

I see it in my life

yet I choose to hide it away

behind a thick black curtain

it is only ‘I’ that hides the light

It is only ‘I’ that turns a blind eye

Touched by compassion

filling my heart with overflowing compassion

Hard not to get sucked in to their issues

but still being empathetic

want to share the light I have

but right this moment

I’m not with it

so I will stay here

be patient with myself

eventually it will all come back

touched by compassion

I don’t deserve it

that is just the way the lord works

gives to whomever…

 

I have no idea what happened to me last night , but I wrote this , it seems just ramblings but it felt like a good release . Writing is so therapeutic .