We attach ourselves to our lovers

yet they don’t belong to us

we lose ourselves when they wrong us

instead we should have turned to Allah

for he is a lover that will never let us down

love

but love with detachment

love

but love knowing maybe one day they may leave

love

but know that Allah may choose to take his soul before yours

love

but love Allah the most

he will never let you down ….

I had to understand this through a lot of pain , I do not love my husband and I really don’t like him anymore . The day I get my divorce will be a celebration for me . I realize how much I desire love , how much I want to love . I do not want to love in fear nor do I want to love in attachment . I want to love but be free. Freedom is sweet . I have tasted it and never want to go back . I realize love that will never betray you or hurt you , is the love  of god . God will never let you down , as long as you stay true to him . He will continue to shower you with his love . Every other type of love you will feel will always come secondary , the thing that you achieve through is freedom , spiritual freedom . It is the most amazing feeling in the world .