Maybe I shouldn’t be , but I am , I just can not help it . Whenever I see something not perfect , I am like no it should be this way . This is life we live in un ideal world . Yet for some reason little miss .me just can not accept that . Get over it woman , we do not live in an ideal world. I come to realize I am a bit of a perfectionist who likes to get everything perfect , no matter what it is . When I put my mind to something I do it to the best of my ability . When it does not come out perfect , I try again so I never give up .

 I wasn’t always like this , before I was such a pessimist the world was black to me , now I realize the world is a little more colourful with lots of seeds to sew. I realize if I fail once it is ok , I will just sew another seed and so and so on . Until I succeed .

Coming back to my ideal view of life , I just don’t get it , why are people not how god created them to be . Meaning god did not create them to be that way , yet they are that way drives me crazy ! Woman get over it , it was never meant to be paradise !